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| Sunday, December 4th, 2005 | | 5:42 am |
for anyone wondering:
Yes I do occasionally read my friends list off this LJ even though I tend not to post here. The two main awful times of my life are chronicalled on this LJ (the last 10 months in Sunderland and my marriage, which I am glad to say ended when I left Australia on the 23rd October 2003) hence this LJ holds too many bad memories to me for me to keep it as my main LJ, though it will not be deleted because at the end of the day it IS still a journal covering a few years of my life. However, my new life started from the moment I booted my ex (like the piece of baby-brother-killing trash that he is) out of my life, and my real journal (updated regularly) reflects that: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) celestial_fluke You are probably on my friends list already but if you are not, and you would like to be, add my other journal to your friends list and I will add you to my friends list there - that journal is mainly friends only/ filtered entries. If I do NOT add you back it will be for very good reason (if you want to know why, comment on this post and i will explain either in comments or email to you). If you are new to this journal and would like to be on my friends list of the other LJ, both journals are locked down to friends only commenting so add me to your friends list and I will assess you for a little while before giving you a trial period on filtered entries only and then, if I deem you to be worthy of my friendship, you get added to my friends list and get full access. Sorry but there are just too many twats out there (and coincidently or not, a lot of them have turned out to be Australian! But don't get me started on about 'second world country' ....'convict state'... 'lifestyle stuck in the seventies'... 'bunch of no hope wannabes who will never amount to anything'... etc as I do realise there are some lovely people out there too who cannot help where they are geographically located so I believe, despite evidence to the otherwise, in giving Australians a chance to prove they can be nice, decent people or at the very least entertaining). To anyone who cannot be bothered to switch to the other LJ - be well, and Blessed Be. Just don't expect to find any new entries here. No rush for doing any of this by the way - this entry will be up for a good long while.... | | Thursday, October 21st, 2004 | | 11:29 pm |
on monday as i walked through the streets of london i was feeled with a psychotic rage towards the people around me, barring none. i wanted to just walk through, killing with no discrimination. no reason. just because they were there. it's going to be another interesting halloween. Current Mood:  crazyCurrent Music: get into it - Alien sex fiends | | Saturday, October 2nd, 2004 | | 12:36 am |
my house mates think that it is funny that i was in a tube train when it ran over someone. ... now that is evil. | | Wednesday, April 7th, 2004 | | 10:40 pm |
here'[s one for all the mugs who actually still read this
Today was really fucking wierd I got out of bed because i had stuck to the bedclothes and badly needed a bath before the hot water ran out. I feel unusual because my antidepressants are making me hairy. I'm so stoned. Last night I had to try and resist fucking the gorgeous bloke in bed next to me, it was very frustrating. I want to tell the world to worship me if they want a world left to live in. I am never updating this LJ again - i am only updating this one NOW because i am too lazy to log into the one i DO update. Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! just in time to take photos of my new ratties, Ratofnym and Bubonic, when they arrive in a fortnight. I want to say thanks to andy, anarki and danny for saving my life. I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said i have bipolar disorder but so do most people who have started the most successful religions and that i should carry on collecting followers to mine as a healthy hobby but that mood stabilizers are definitely necessary to stop all my followers commiting suicide once every few months, so i am now on sodium valporate which is great! and the world may carry on for up to three years provided they never take me off them! comment to hear more about my religion. And bipolar disorder. You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron. when one has worked out the difference between lust and love it is possible to have the best sex one could ever imagine. That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with a small band of koalas, who will tear your arm off and beat you with the bloody stump. Created with the Gregor's Semi-Automatic LiveJournal Updater™. Update your journal today! | | Monday, March 1st, 2004 | | 1:45 pm |
i finally worked it out
i only fall in love with tossers! maybe it's a bizarre fetish? it has also been concluded that apparently i am like "the thing" (that ancient movies alien thing) in relationships. will *that* do as a last post on here ever now, danny? Current Mood:  amused | | Saturday, February 28th, 2004 | | 6:11 am |
DEATHBOY CURES MIGRAINE!!!!
much thanks to scott for having *those* songs in *that* order for the gig last night. it basically dissolved the migraine i have had for the last week that panicked my doc so much she made me have a blood test. within 3 songs it was a case of migraine? what migraine? the three songs of course being your starter, Cheap Shot, which i have used on this journal enough times to express my feelings, followed very aptly by Lost Again, and of course Amphetamine zoo. i was also thrilled that you ended the set with Decimate. exactly right. let's destroy it all... ;) the water rats gig was the third time i have seen you guys play live now and the best so far... bloody fantastic. i hear you may have another gig in slimes in April? Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: sounds of huge amount of partying in living room | | Thursday, February 26th, 2004 | | 12:43 am |
corvus i have banned you from this LJ. how many more people are you going to alienate before you realise it is YOU with the problem, i wonder? Current Mood:  uncomfortable | | Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 | | 11:24 pm |
i learnt something today
i learnt that it is possible to be in love with two men at the same time, two totally different men, opposite of each other. and to love each of them in totally different ways. this post was dedicated to the two most wonderful men i know. Current Mood:  lovedCurrent Music: the ship song - (THINGEY) oh yeah GARY NUMAN. | | 1:58 pm |
well yesterday rocked...
i saw HIM live at the astoria in london!!!!!!!! rar!!!!! Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: wasted - DEATHBOY | | 1:37 pm |
they're right about the supermarkets.
 You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek or more passionate embrace. super markets and work places are your favorite places to attack your loved one with all your love =p What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizillanext bit not for under 18's... ( Read more... ) Current Mood:  surprisedCurrent Music: starfuckers inc. - NIN | | Monday, February 23rd, 2004 | | 3:24 pm |
(just a bit of art)
i just want you to know that though you tried to terminate me, revenge is not an idea we promote on my planet... Current Mood:  creative | | Sunday, February 22nd, 2004 | | 3:57 pm |
no change there then
 | 50% - 60% (Amateur Psycho)
That's the spirit!
Although time and / or personal experience have yet to make you exterminate an entire suburb, there's a good few bodies in *your* back garden.
Keep up the good work! Take the DeathKiddy Test! |
Deathboy gig at the water rats on friday night, see all you deathkiddies there... http://www.deathboy.co.uk/i think it was £7 can't remember for the life of me what time it starts. ( EDIT: 7.30pm) Current Mood:  hyperCurrent Music: lost again - DEATHBOY | | Thursday, February 19th, 2004 | | 10:51 pm |
*innocent look*
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 56.7%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh | 65% | | Shamelessness | 59.5%
It takes a couple of drinks | 79.3% | | Sex Drive | 39.5%
I got needs, baby, you gotta unnastan'! | 77.6% | | Straightness | 10.7%
Knows the other body type like a map | 44.8% | | Gayness | 85.7%
Repressed, are we? | 83.5% |
| Fucking Sick | 73.5%
Dipped into depravity | 89.9% |
You are 54.48% pure
Average Score: 72.6%
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Current Mood: surprised | | 1:55 am |
for those who actually give a flying fuck, sorry for the lack of updates, been out socialising, met some amazing people, had a lot of fun :) now going to finally sleep. mmmmmmmm, sleeeeeeeep. meanwhile this amused me in a surreal way: http://uk.news.yahoo.com/040218/325/emd4w.htmland this was spot on!
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Current Mood: content | | Saturday, February 14th, 2004 | | 9:53 pm |
oh my goth
i actually feel (and apparently look) sexy. i am wearing a black netting see through top under which is a black teddy (lingerie), a short lacyish black skirt to mid thigh and black fishnets with extra holes torn in, plus spikes, my hair got reshaved at my undercut to the skin by tobias, my hair flows down my back in a long pony tail to my arse to show off the undercut, and i have bright blue eyeshadow bladerunnerish style on. and very soon i am off all night to the biggest goth club in london then on to an afterparty at a friend's place. this valentine's day is already 100% better than last year's one. Current Mood:  horny | | Friday, February 13th, 2004 | | 5:32 am |
| | Thursday, February 12th, 2004 | | 3:31 pm |
you do it to yourself.... Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: just - RADIOHEAD | | Tuesday, February 10th, 2004 | | 10:12 pm |
mwahahahahahah
| 73% Of The Internet Loves Me! | I am loved by 73% of the population, including:
779 people who love masochists
1602 people who love women
856 people who love christians
In return, I love 45% of the population, including:
440 quiz makers
285 vampires
354 lesbians
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Current Mood: crazyCurrent Music: ticks and leeches - TOOL | | 2:44 am |
| | Monday, February 9th, 2004 | | 9:51 pm |
stolen from http://www.livejournal.com/users/plutopsyche/
"Asclepius. You say then, Trismegistus, that God is bisexual? Trismegistus. Yes, Asclepius; and not God alone, but all kinds of beings, whether endowed with soul or soulless. Nothing that exists can be barren; for if all things that now exist are deprived of fertility, it will be impossible for the now existing races to endure for ever. I tell you < that God eternally generates the Kosmos, > and that the Kosmos possesses generative power, and thereby maintains all races that have come into being. For either sex is filled with procreative force; and in that conjunction of the two sexes, or, to speak more truly, that fusion of them into one, which may be rightly named Eros, or Aphrodite, or both at once, thee is a deeper meaning than man can comprehend. It is a truth to be accepted as sure and evident above all other truths, that by God, the Master of all generative power, has been devised and bestowed upon all creatures this sacrament binds man and woman together, were it not that each one of us, if he directs his thought upon himself, can learn it from his inmost feeling. For if you note that supreme moment when, through interaction I without pause, we come at last to this, that either sex infuses itself into the other, the one giving forth its issue, and the other eagerly taking hold on it and laying it up within, you will find that at that moment, through the inter mingling of the two natures, the female acquires masculine vigour, and the male is relaxed in feminine languor. And so this sacramental act, sweet as it is, and a thing that must needs be done, is done in secret, lest, if it were done openly, the ignorant should mock, and thereby the deity manifested in either sex through the mingling of male and female should be put to the blush, - and the more so, if the act is exposed to the eyes of the impious men." --Hermes Trismegistus, Hermetica, Asclepius III | | 9:48 pm |
| | Wednesday, February 4th, 2004 | | 9:36 am |
UK food versus Australia food
i am currently experiencing the pleasures of fruit bread with an orange flavour to it. never got THAT in Australia, and oh how yummy it is...mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. our oranges are just as good where i live as the oz ones too. and even better, we have cheap, fat free, decent yoghurts, including orange and black cherry flavours. plus the jaffa cakes (i missed them so much), real cornish pasties, bagels, decent yummy cottage cheese as apposed to what appears to be the stuff that they squeeze out of your arteries if you are a long term smoker, and ok so the fruit juice may not be as cheap as in oz, but we get more flavours: blueberry and sour cherry being my current favourites. soy milk here is cheap AND nice so no more milk-related bloat for this little jinxy. plus my asthma has sorted itself again now i am feeding regularly, and my psoriasis is practically non existent partly due to the undercut and lack of stress as well as the same reason as the asthma. back onto food again, of course we also have black pudding, haggis, yorkshire puddings, and we eevn get kangaroo in pubs here, and wallaby is for sale fairly cheaply seeing as how the bloody things have gotten bored of yorkshire and taken over devon and cornwall too now. *happy sigh* Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: tragic hero - VNV NATION | | Monday, February 2nd, 2004 | | 9:53 pm |
no, really?
You are Sanguine - The ancient Greeks believed this was caused by having too much blood.
| Strengths: |
You are enthusiastic, talkative, expressive,
and friendly. |
| Weaknesses: |
You can be undisciplined, distractable, and
have a tendency to exaggerate. |
| At your best: |
You are an energetic spokesperson. |
| At your worst: |
You can be an egotistical entertainer. |
| You measure your own value by: |
Applause |
For personal growth, you should focus
on: |
Restraint |
For others to relate well to you, they
should be: |
Stimulating |
| Others should support your: |
Ideas |
If someone wants you to make a decision,
they should give: |
Testimonies |
What Ancient Greek Personality Type Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood:  hungryCurrent Music: citizen erased - MUSE | | Sunday, February 1st, 2004 | | 9:13 am |
stolen
'Evil is an "externalization" and "objectification" of something fearful, horrifying, or different. Evil can be a label for something as simple as a person or an object that frustrates us. Evil is pain. Evil is the enemy. Evil is the Gods of other men. Evil is he night terrors. Evil is the overwhelming feeling of falling apart. Yet all these images are non-sense. Evil like other ideas exists because we as humans exist. Natures knows not Evil, neither Good, nor for that matter Law. These are creations of the human mind, "explanations" Which help us quiet the "terrors in the night". The human mind requires the belief in "its" idea of "order" for the sole purpose of the human mind. Thus, the nature of evil is the human mind.' --DuQuette & Hyatt, Aleister Crowley's Illustrated Goetia, pg 10-11 Current Mood: happy | | Saturday, January 31st, 2004 | | 3:59 pm |
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